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awww thankss
working on a chapter…may be up tomorrow :]
Asked by Anonymous
awww thankss
working on a chapter…may be up tomorrow :]
Asked by Anonymous
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tank ya my love

any feedback?
now to work on Refill
probably wont be posted until later today…i have a final to take first
Troi…..
“omgggg…….so stupid.” I giggled and mumbled to myself. Chris and I had been texting non stop today and I’ve been basically in my own little world this whole time. Or at least I thought cause when I looked up I was met with the cheesy grins from Alisha and Danielle. I could feel myself blushing and they only giggled and I couldn’t help but giggle too.
It seemed that was all the three of us had been doing since we met the guys. I was happy for all of us.
My phone buzzed in my hand alerting me of another text and I would be lying if I said my hear didn’t skip a beat.
Chris: I miss your face :/
I could feel my cheeks getting hot and if it were even possible I blushed ten times harder.
Me: Miss you too :/
Today we had an early day off of rehearsals since our first show is tomorrow. So me & the girls had planned to relax by ourselves and have a little slumber party with facials, manis, pedis and all that other girl stuff.
I looked up to see Danielle smiling at her phone and licking her lips.
“Bish I know you are not over here getting your coochie wet sexting Ty!” I said and me and Alisha fell out in laughter.
“Man yall niggas just jealous.” she said trying to fight the growing smile on your face before she too was laughing along with us.
“But for real….how mad would yall be if I had to ummm leave for a few minutes…well hours.” she said slyly and me and Alisha gave her a cheesy grin wiggling our eyebrows causing all of us to laugh.
“Go ahead bish..”
“Yes! Thank you!! Tomorrow after the show it’ll be just us three I promise.” She said getting up & rushing out the door.
“And then there were two..” I said.
“Ummmmm actuallyyy-” Alisha started.
“Awww man you too?!” I said pretending to be hurt.
“Im sorryyyyy-“
“It’s cool I know how it is. I’m so happy for you I have never seen you this happy with someone so go…have fun.” I said giving her a hug.
“Tank yewwwww!” she said hugging me tighter before she too rushed out the door.
“And then there was one….” I sighed deeply.
Sadly my text conversation with Chris had abruptly ended and I was bored out my mind. With nothing on t.v. catching the slightest bit of my attention I decided to practice a few dances for the show tomorrow to pass time and hopefully wear myself out so i can just go to sleep.
Just as I was about to crank the volume up on my iPod dock there was a knock on the door. I scrunched my face up at the unexpected visitor. Alisha and Danielle had keys so who could it be at this time of night.
“Who is it?”
“Room service.” I heard the hotel worker say.
“Oh I didn’t order room service.” I said opening the door. He had to have gotten the wrong room number.
“No ma’am I assure you it’s for you he said handing me an envelope and a bouquet of pink roses.” He smiled sweetly before leaving and I stood there a few moments trying to figure out what the hell was going on.
I then stepped back inside closing and locking the door. I smelled the beautiful flowers and checked for a card but there wasn’t one. Curiosity got the best of me and I damn near ripped that envelope to shreds.
Troi….
I hope you liked the flowers..
You should be receiving yet another knock on your door in just a few seconds.
Put it on and come down to the lobby where a car is waiting for you
Hurry!
Stop making me wait…
Though he didn’t sign it, I already knew who it was and I couldn’t help but squeal at the thought. Like the note said another knock came to my door and I sprinted like Usain Bolt to the door. I gathered my composure before opening the door and it was the same bellhop.
“I see some one is more eager to see me.” He said and we shared a laugh though I was a little embarrassed.
“Here you go.” He said handing me two boxes. One looked like a shoe box & the other was slightly larger than it. After sending my thank you’s the bellhop was on his way and I scurried inside to find out what the hell he had up his sleeve.
I opened the smaller box first to find a pair of brand spanking new Jimmy Choo’s & I nearly fainted. I slipped them on and checked them out in the mirror and fell in love.
“He truly out did him self..” I mumbled out loud to myself.
I opened the second box to find a form fitting red dress that was to die for. I rushed to take a quick shower before getting dressed and doing my hair and make up. After all of that was done I grabbed my clutch and made my way to the lobby.
As the elevator doors opened I spotted Big Pat decked out in a nice black suit. He smiled when he saw me and when I got closer we exchanged compliments on each others attire and he offered me his arm to escort me to the car. Once I was seated with my seat belt on we were off to find Chris. I was getting anxious and I couldn’t take waiting anymore. Its weird how much I’ve grown to like him. Of course being a fan of his for so long I’ve always had a little crush on him but this is different. Being around him, working with him it makes all the difference. There’s no doubt he’s captured my attention but had he captured my heart too?
I was broken out of my thoughts when Pat opened my door. He held his hand out for me to take and helped me out the car.
“Go in and go straight ahead, he’s waiting for you..” Pat said with a smile opening the door for me.
Doing as I was told I made my way straight back and saw one table & two chairs. Candles were lit around and there was a stage with the curtains drawn. When I turned to look at the walls I saw that we were at Jazelle’s Jazz Cafe.
“Hi beautiful…” I heard him say behind me and I felt a body get hot. His voice was low and husky and if he kept talking like that the rest of the night I was gonna have to take him down. And in that order.
I finally turned to look at him and it just made matters worse. He looked like pure sex. He had on a dress shirt with the top buttons unbuttoned, slacks and dress shoes. His hair was curly and I imagined myself pulling on them while we did impure things on that stage. The way his slacks hung from his hips made me cross my legs one in front of the other as he walked towards me.
He gave me the once over and leaned in to kiss me but not before clenching his jaw. Once our lips met I melted against him. He wrapped me in his arms and I wrapped mine around his neck. He licked my bottom lip asking for entry and even if I wanted to say no I couldn’t. Our tongues wrestled with each other and I felt my self getting hotter. I pulled away first to catch my breath and he only smirked at me licking his lips.
“Hi..” I said my voice coming off light and airy.
He took my hand in his, kissing the top of it then guiding me to the table for me to sit. He then took the seat across from me.
We sat across from each other just staring. There was certainly sexual tension on my part but I wondered if he felt it too. Was it obvious?
“You hungry?” he asked breaking our silence but our eyes never left each others.
“No…”
“You look amazing by the way..” He said and I blushed like an idiot but i earned a smile from him so it was worth it.
“This is amazing…thank you for the flowers and the shoes and just everything..” I said.
“Trust me its nothing…I wanted to.” he said smiling genuinely.
“Soooo what do we do now?” I asked and he got up and disappeared behind a door. I was confused until he then reappeared but now on stage.
“I had this whole thing planned out. I had wrote down what I wanted to say and went over it over and over in my head but now that you’re hear I feel all nervous. So I’m just gonna do what I do best.”
What the hell Babe,
Damn, I ain’t never felt this way
Somebody, somebody, tell me
I don’t have a clue what to do
When it comes to you
Baby, you’re so beautiful
Every time I see you, girl, it throw me off
It’s so unusual for me to be waiting
But I don’t want to blow it, girl
But you should know this, girl
I’m not gonna be the one to mess this up
‘Cause I done effed up in love before
I’ma be the one to take a back seat girl
We can take our time and you can run this
Stay in, go out, anything you want, girl, we can do
Girl, are we going down? I don’t know
But from here now, baby, I’m gonna leave that up to you
I’m gonna leave it up to you
When he finished I was 3 seconds from being ratchet as hell and throwing my panties on the stage.
It took me a minute to realize he was asking me to be with him. The Christopher Maurice Brown singer, song writer, actor, artist was asking me to hold his heart. He trusted me with the most fragile thing he had in his possession.
He came to stand before me and held his hand out for me to take. He helped me up which was greatly appreciated because its one thing to hear him sing live but for him to sing to you specifically is a whole different ball game and my panties were not ready.
He held me in his arms and I was still in a state of shock.
“Troi say something. You’re not ready? I figured it was too soon. Its fine really I promise-” he rambled but I cut him off.
“Yes..”
“Yes?” he said smiling and I nodded.
“Yes.” I said again and he kissed me again sweeping me off my feet.
I am Chris Brown’s girlfriend….I don’t think that will ever get old.
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Asked by symphonic--love
i knowww :[ its coming
Gonna attempt to bust out a few chapters for you guys….
school has been stressful so i can really use this creative release…
just hope i dont have extreme writers block >.<
Im so sorry :/
school & some personal things have been keeping me busy.
I haven’t forgotten you tho.
Working on a chap right now :]